deluded into false hope;

dumbfounded. naive. nobody else knows anything about anything at all, except you. you've found the one. you swear up and down you two were made for each other. you see the other girls, but it doesn't bother you one bit. you put your full trust into him. you've tricked yourself into believing you love him, you really do. 

you know it cant possibly be true,

you know that pipe dreams keep you hanging on,

to a string of hope, 

that perhaps he really could love you.

and somehow,

it gets you through the day.

you stupid girl, all you had

you wasted on him.